I don’t know what the difference is, I still feel the same. I guess there’s no title, therefore no sense of ownership to the outside.
I remember when I asked you to be my boyfriend, I told you that nothing’s gonna change. I wanted to call you my boyfriend because I didn’t want to feel jealous and I wanted us to be called something special. Now we’re not called boyfriends. My feelings still remain the same yet jealousy exist and whatever special assumptions and psychology contract that came with the title no longer exists.
I guess what I am afraid of is falling in love with someone else, because I want to stay in love with you. But your wants and desires are different from mine. I respect your desire.