My Love, My Hun

Today the ex-wife came to visit our son Boo Boo. It seems that every time I see her she gets prettier and prettier. It’s funny how things can change so drastically. One day you’re living a straight life, and then next thing you know you’re in gay relationship complicated by scandalous drama.
People often ask me, why I changed from living a straight life to a gay one. They couldn’t understand the choices I had made. The ones that knew Gladys and I were in disbelief because I had everything a guy could want in a relationship: beauty, class, and commitment. My answer to their question is that love is not a choice. You cannot chose who you fall in love with, but with rather love chooses you. I think the fallout between Gladys and I was unfortunate because we were truly happy together. But although unfortunate, I have no regrets because we still have each other. I like that fact that we both lived the dream, and now we are both living completely separate lives, and exploring the many things life has to offer. Every time we see each other and trade our life’s stories, we are always amazed about how different we now are, yet our minds are still riding the same wave lengths. 


Gladys has been, and is still is a true honor and blessing in my life. I will never forget the unforgettable memories we’ve made and hopefully we’ll continue to make more. I never thought I would have the life I have now (one that is without her as my center piece), but sometimes life just works that way. Does she ever cross my mind? All the time. I am just glad I can be truly open and honest with her. 


I love my life now. Although now its filled with drama, scandal, and randomness, I love it because it keeps me at the edge my seat. Right now I am with David, who loves more than words can describe. But I am gonna save that story for another blog. 🙂

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You Walked Out of My Life

By Dru Macasieb

One day I was feeling blue
I needed someone to
Make me feel alright
That’s when I found out
You walked out of my life…

Work treated me like hell
Traffic was such a mess
I wasn’t feeling well
I needed the best
To hold me so close
I needed you
But you weren’t there
And that’s when I needed you most…

So many moments
We spent together
With all our care
Then one dark day
One foggy weather
I needed you
But you weren’t there…

I was expecting someone
To hold me tight
And that’s when I found out
You walked out of my life…

How Much I Love You

By Dru Macasieb

Why do I feel so in love with you?
It’s like all my joys have multiplied,
And all my sorrows divided,
Like all my complexities have simplified,
And all my needs provided…

It only rains when you’re away,
And shines when you are here,
It’s like an angel you portray,
And my corruptness disappears…

I feel like a king,
Having everything I need,
A Christmas in the spring,
The happiest time, indeed…

Without you, there’s no me,
No reason to move on,
Where would I be
If your love had gone?

Can’t Take It From Me

By Dru Macasieb

They can’t say
You weren’t ever right for me
Because they don’t know
How you set me free

They can’t say
That you don’t love me anymore
Because they don’t know
What my heart is for

They try to break our bond
But my love’s too strong
So I won’t let them take
Anything they want to break

I won’t let them end
What heaven sent
I won’t let you down
Let you break your heart
Let you fall to the ground

Because they can’t take
Away something so pure
And they can’t say
That we’re not sure

Because I won’t let them take that away from me.

Fallen In Love

By Dru Macasieb

Fallen in love all over again
Was once a stranger, is now a friend
You loved me naturally
It suddenly began…

My heart came to life
To grow its own mind
Searching for a love
Hoping it would find…

Sleepless nights I think
On how deep this love became
Wish I had the guts
To call out its name…

Fallen in love
So afraid to let go
I don’t want to lose you
That’s why you should never know…

Not Like Other Guys

By Dru Macasieb

I’m not like other guys
Saying I won’t lie
Not like other guys
Saying I’ll stick by…

Cause love is a thing you can’t predict
It plays silly games and silly tricks,
You can’t tell where you’re at
Until it’s too late, when that is that.

I’m not tryin’ to say
That I won’t love you back,
But love is kinda grey,
We’d have to stay on track.

And if you start to feel
That I’m not the one for you,
Before you break our deal,
Just get this one last clue…

Love goes through hell once in every while,
Love is so good, each and every day,
But quitting is not my style,
And I’m willing to stay.

Because of You

By Dru Macasieb

Because of You
My skies are sadder than blue
And my oceans are drier than dry
It’s all because of You
My life has been a lie.

Because of You
My nightmares are all true
And my dreams have flown away
It’s all because of You
I hate every day.

Because of You
I don’t know what to do
And I don’t really care
It’s all because of You
I know life’s unfair.